It is said that soulmates was started long time ago when couples that were so inlove promise eachother that once they die they we’ll meet again. That many years have passed and as they live day by day they have forgotten they would meet again. That when they are at steps of meeting and everything around them stops but that sometimes they are to distracted to even notice. So they have to wait longer and longer. The couple will live throughout their life feeling the missing piece until they meet again. Soulmate? What does it mean? Some may see it unreal and some may believe in the fact everyone has one. What ever people may believe we all know we are all looking for one. So many people what are the chances you’ll meet yours in this lifetime? Is yours even still alive? Will we even be able to tell when we are right next to them? Too many questions and no answers, now I am just make you think a bit more rather than making that part of your life easier. But now you are just not using your brain anymore cause life isn’t supposed to be easily. But wait, who said that it wasn’t suppose to be easy? Or is it just that we make it harder than it is? Well one thing might be for sure you haven’t found your soulmate yet. Good luck to you my friend.’
Yes I am hurting, it’s hard to see but I am, see I always feel like I’m not good enough like I should try harder until I collapse or so. I don’t want to hurt myself, I don’t want to hurt myself, why do I keep repeating it so many times if I don’t want to hurt myself? I mean yet if lets say if I were hypothetically think being in a car and crashing into a tree or going off the bridge, best case scenario would be I were to die, worst-case scenario would be if I were to live I know what thoughts may enter your mind. How is that that worst-case scenario if you would be alive?
Answers: I wake up in a hospital bed next to me my crying mother and a cop waiting to make a report. The reason, there’s just not any.
Me: How in the world am I still alive? How in the world will I pay the hospital bill? The car most be a toll! When can I get out of this bed? I mean not that I actually could before the crash when I was dealing with my depression, panic attacks and don’t forget good old stress. Oh wait, but I am alive what do I have to lose right?
- Car Crash=Broken Ribs, Leg, Neck
- Hospital=Hospital Bill
- Solution=Win or Lose?